Friday, December 19, 2008
lol i'm blogging again!!! damn i'm blogging regularly now eh... it means i have no life! haha. well yea i've been slacking around the past 2 days... was supposed to meet shui today but well she couldn't make it so we're meeting tomorrow instead. and damn arh ben! haha. you're gonna have a hard time booking me next time!
tomorrow should be fun =) can't wait to meetup with shui again. then Sunday is pedi with val and family gathering at night.. Monday with Ann =) Tuesday tentatively free, to the best of my recollection... Christmas lunch with HNL people! yay!
I wanna go to a Xmas eve thing! Though there's gonna be a family thing at my house.. Maybe i'll go to a party with some friends and my bro! WAHAHA. There's a thought.
i need a new organizer lol. i stopped arranging meetups with people coz I realized I didn't have a place to make all the appointments on.. Right now I'm using my UB book but i need a smaller, more sturdy one. Hah. Time to buy a new one! Or someone can get me that for Xmas. Lol.
was pissed off to find today that i have lost access to some websites coz I'm not in the states anymore. ANNOYED. and upset. coz it just reminds me of the things I had. I'm getting more and more annoyed with my parents too coz they keep wanting to know/control what I do. And I got quite a scare today when I realized how huge my belly was getting. Thank goodness it was just pre-mense bloat. But yea if I put on weight I'm gonna blame it on my parents. What is up with having 3 meals a day!?!??! I only want to have 2 meals a day thankyou. Don't you feel full after breakfast/lunch?
I'm hitting the gym well, soon. Don't look at me! I did it when I was at UB ok! Assholes. Haha. And I can go alone too, so siying you can heave a sigh of relief lol. But yea. While home is comfortable and all, I definitely miss the States a lot. And the people. If i had the chance I'd do some things differently..
Mariah Carey - For the Record
For the record
You oughta know
You wasn't thinking
When you let me go
But whatever
That's how it goes
Win some you lose some
And others you hold in your heart
Why it gets so hard
Tears you all apart
Even though you try to let go
No, no, no
Suddenly you're here
And it's so surreal
And I don't know
What the deal
Cause when I'm looking in your eyes
Feels like the first time
Give me one good reason why
We can't just press rewind
I don't wanna spend my life
Thinking what it could've been like
If we had another try (one time)
Like back in the day
That look on your face
Feels like, the first time
Them other irregularities
They can't compete with MC
The whole entire world can tell
That you love yourself some me
People see ya know
Asking all about
Me and how they always thought we
Were so perfect together
Let's re-write the end
Start over again
And it's gon go better now
Cause when I'm looking in your eyes
Feels like the first time
Give me one good reason why
We can't just press rewind
I don't wanna spend my life
Thinking what it could've been like
If we had another try (one time)
Like back in the day
That look on your face
Feels like, the first time
For the record
You'll always be a part of me
No matter what you do
And for the record
Can't nobody say
I didn't give my all to you
And for the record
I told you underneath the stars
That you belong to me
For the record
It's obvious that
We just can't let go of us, honey
Cause when I'm looking in your eyes
Feels like the first time
Give me one good reason why
We can't just press rewind
I don't wanna spend my life
Thinking what it could've been like
If we had another try (one time)
Like back in the day
That look on your face
Feels like, the first time
Cause when I'm looking in your eyes
Feels like the first time
Give me one good reason why
We can't just press rewind
I don't wanna spend my life
Thinking what it could've been like
If we had another try (one time)
Like back in the day
That look on your face
Feels like, the first time
For the record, baby
Now you know, baby
Yuppp.. Do things differently so there'd be no regrets.. Haha i know you guys are gonna go " I TOLD YOU SO" but yea, I know.. I'm just too much of a coward ok!!! Gah. So anyways, just a note that I intend to move on. So yea. I don't think there's a point in waiting. I know one of my prev entries was all "I understand" and all... I kinda do and I kinda don't and I wish everything could be WAY clearer but it can't so it's a lot smarter to forget about it. Heh.
And I'm a smart girl! Haha. There are too many things here that bear too much similarity to melvin's case.. And you guys all remember how horrible that was. Can't take it. Haha. So yup, please help me move on, guys!
I wanna go clubbing/pubbing asap! =D Let me know ok! heh. Alright, loves~
so said cher @ 11:37 AM
